Breath. Another self portrait. I want to write something happy, something positive cause so often I write on here when I'm low, I speak the truths in my darker moments that people may well think that's my permanent state of being, it's not. Life leaves me in awe a lot of the time, the sad stuff but also the pure beauty of it all. I wish I liked myself more, I wish I felt enough, but regardless of that I truly love living! The amazing way the world can show you her secrets, in the dappled morning light across my bedroom wall, the raining of blossom in the spring, the layers of torn off wallpaper in a forgotten house, it's all so incredibly beautiful. I may share the blue stuff often, but the orange in life is what catches my breath! The beautiful sorrow and amazing highs, the breeze in the trees and the feeling of warm skin! It is all my truth.